Getting through the day over and over again has been the routine. Dealing with appointments for the kids, doing the laundry, cleaning the house playing on the computer while the baby naps pretty much sums up my daytime routine. I am tired of it. I am tired of watching a tv show and thinking will I ever get to experience different things again that I enjoy just for me?
I love being a mom and a wife but I often think what happened to me, the answer- I have hidden her under a huge pile of life events. I am the only one who can change how I structure my day and how I see myself. It will happen and I will know who I am once more. Until then it's time to organize and reflect and allow myself to have faith in ability to change in a way that makes me feel whole.
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